I keep praying that God will prepare me for this trip. I pray he will prepare my heart and the realities that my eyes might see. When I sit down and think about who we'll be in contact with, I already have this feeling of "how can I visit these children for 3 days and then leave?". I already love them. I already want to come back to the states and tell of their joy and also how much of our time we should and COULD give.